The 3rd Giraffe

One of my most popular pieces, this is more than just a self portrait; it is also a portrait of my two closest friends at the time. It is representative of the enigmatic qualities of the three of us, and shows off the light-hearted mood i felt then.





Watercolor. Matted and Framed: 28"x20" (71cmx51cm). For sale at $220 (plus shipping when applicable).

Self-Portrait

This is a figurative self portrait. Obviously.



Watercolor. Matted and Framed: 28"x20" (71cmx51cm). Not for sale except for an extrememly generous offer.

Reading in the Future

The sequel to my Self-Portrait. It never did make much sense... but it's kinda' grown on my over the years...



Watercolor. Matted and Framed: 28"x20" (71cmx51cm). For sale at $185 (plus shipping when applicable).

Boardwalk

This one should look familiar to my fellow Virginia Beach locals. It's the boardwalk near fifth street. I used to work at the Sunsations there. Of all the summer jobs I haven't liked (and that would be all of them), it was my favorite.
Meanwhile, I love the beach.



Watercolor. Matted and Framed: 28"x20" (71cmx51cm). For sale at $200 (plus shipping when applicable).

Pegasus & Crows

The answer for this one? I like feathery wings.



Watercolor. Matted and Framed: 28"x20" (71cmx51cm). SOLD.

Lullaby

The original title of this piece was lost until after I re-named it for the purpose of my art show. The original title: Dormi-Totoro.



What does it mean? Well, just in general, if there's ever a protrayal of someone sleeping in a piece of mine, it means I was probably tired or sleepy at some point while I was making it. I guess I let my art sleep for me...
Anyway, the idea for this comes from a fascination with fairy tales, particularly those that involve children wandering off into the woods. There's at least one such tale in which the children succumb to the elements while warranting the pity of all the woodland creatures. This is especially appropriate because I used the falling snow of one cold night to create the crystalic, drip effect, that became very subtle as i allowed too much snow to freeze on the surface...



Watercolor. Matted and Framed: 28"x20" (71cmx51cm). May not be for sale except for incredibly high offers.

Baby

Baby is a reactionary piece, expressing how I feel about abortion. I am often asked what the various elements of this piece mean. They are meant to be taken as a whole, but here, for the first time, I'll try to break them down...
The infant-like figure in the foreground represents an unborn soul, robbed of it's potential and plunged into hopelessness. The tree he stands by has died, but continues to blossom: it's white blooms are now red, a symbollic portrayal of lost purity. The ground is also stained with blood and death. The figures in the background are a processional of those women who have had abortions and must now face the journey of consequences for their actions. They are by no means condemned for what they have done, but, for this part of their journey, faced with mourning and ruin, there is no joy.



Watercolor. Matted and Framed: 28"x20" (71cmx51cm). For sale at $210 (plus shipping when applicable).

After a Japanese Print

After a Japanese Print... I can't remember the artist's name, but he created a series called 21 (or was it 23?) Ghosts (in the english translation). This story is about a samurai who's saddle horse (made of wood) starts talking to him. To alleviate the situation, he attacks the saddle horse and a tanuki falls down dead from it.
A tanuki is a raccoon/badger-like creature that lives in Japan (they're basically dog-sized raccoons, they are real, they just don't get a lot of publicity. try googling them.) They're like foxes and cats in Japanese folk-lore that can can change they're shape and enjoy playing tricks on humans.



Watercolor. Matted and Framed: 28"x20" (71cmx51cm). For sale at $200 (plus shipping when applicable).

Shoes

Ted's Shoes is a store in Bourbonnais, IL, near where I went to school. The sign was found on the back of the building, where I had to stand on top of some concrete, parking space stoppers next to a dumpster to get a good photo of it.



Watercolor. Matted and Framed: 28"x20" (71cmx51cm). For sale at $200 (plus shipping when applicable).

Shovel Dance

The result of an assignment, I found these shovels resting in the sunlight in one of my school's numerous dirt pits... (they were doing a lot of landscaping). I found them to be quite charming... for shovels...



Watercolor. Matted and Framed: 28"x20" (71cmx51cm). For sale at $200 (plus shipping when applicable).

Greiner

A portrait of the professor who taught me the basics of watercolor and oil paint. And, yes, he really did make that face...

Watercolor. Matted and Framed: 28"x20" (71cmx51cm). For sale at $150 (plus shipping when applicable).

Death to Self

This piece was created for the annual art scholarship competition in 2005. The theme of the year was the word “quiddity.”



This is the original essay that was submitted with the piece.

This is the outpouring of everything I was before I got rid of it all. It is the visual expression of what was essentially my dying self. And it is all that is left of that death.
The image is not a representation of a tangible object. It is the representation of an event: moments of conflict within my soul.
It is the ‘quiddity’ of what happened in those moments. The essence of what went on in those thoughts… it is the image of when my self died. For a while it struggled and writhed in torment… but then it was gone – left in the past with only a drawing to attest to the struggle that had taken place. The image you see here was all that was left; as for me, I had nothing: no self to be, and I wandered empty for a few hours afterwards - an event forebode by the images I had drawn.
You can see the powerful struggle in the tormented structure of an eight-legged horse; the face of a crying girl tells of the attached human emotion; the struggle for life and death of ‘self’ is portrayed by haunting animals and interlocked details… and the rotting color of something alive being pulled away… away… looms and smokes all around it. And the hollow eyes show the fear of what will happen when the self is gone – it is the self’s fear of death.
I did not intend for it to turn out this way. I approached it with no idea or intention of what it would be when I was done. I hadn’t realized that my personal struggles would come out so strikingly on paper. And to be honest, it hurts to give up one’s self, and in exchange getting only a lack of what one thought one was... But the image is left to hang on the wall, a scar for my memory to hold on to. And I am very much alive for having let it go.

Free-hand Ink and Pastel on Paper, matted and framed: 24"x30" (61cmx76cm). $210 plus shipping when applicable.

Self-Portrait After Rembrandt

Rembrandt's original is titled something like 'The Artist in his Studio' and is a yound portrait of Rembrandt. One of the goals of copying the old master was to mimic the size of the painting. I couldn't get a canvas small enough. (it's an inch or so too big in at least one directon...) The exercise was valuable: I learned just how insanely detailed a painting can get. But one of the biggest advantages of it being so small was I didn't really have to worry about the figure looking like me... ofcourse... the figure doesn't really look like anyone... except maybe a hobbit...



11"x14" (28cmx35.5cm) Oil on Canvas. Sold.

If He Were A Cat

This was probably my first color oil painting.



16"x20" (41cmx51cm) oil on canvasboard, framed. $150 plus shipping and handling if applicable.

Oinkers

This one... I did for fun. (fun with texture!)



12"x16" (30.5cmx41cm) acrylic on canvasboard, framed. $125 plus shipping when applicable.

Return from the Brink

Full Title: Return from the Brink, Defeated and Riding a Pig
("Brink" for short)



This is one of my favorites. It appeared on the postcard invitation for my artshow and earned some of the best comments. The image seems to have occurred at random, leaving it open to everyone's own unique interpretation. What's yours?



This oil painting is an odd size: 16"x48.25" (41cmx122.5cm), on stretched canvas.
SOLD.


My battle with Symbolism and what the Pig means.

I have become very intentional in my use of symbols. Though I will still create images with relatively little meaning, those pieces that become especially personal are often littered with symbols or an overall feel of being symbolic. I often apply meaning or intention to everything I do in a work of art (especially color and subject matter ranging from animals to household appliances). Many of my symbols are borrowed from traditional meanings (the horse as a symbol of power, the color white as a sign of purity, etc.), while some of my symbols are purely my own (red balloons symbolizing the unknown future). Some of my symbols (like red balloons and black dogs) have fairly consistent and identifiable meanings, while the meanings of other potential symbols (like cats) can change dramatically depending on how they’re used.
One symbol that I have come to use quite often is the pig. But for as often as I use it, I haven’t ever really given it a definite meaning. I began using the pig in my artwork a few years ago after being inspired by my favorite Japanese animator, Hayao Miyazaki, who likes pigs and often uses them to portray something of a personality type, and I remember liking pigs very much when I was a little girl, but what do they mean to me? Pigs, I have decided, are very human creatures, but much less so than humans. The pig seems to be some noble, steadfast animal: unassuming and misunderstood. It maintains its place in society, not far from the bottom of regarded creatures, and occasionally shining near the top with its unexpectedly charming qualities…
The pig is a kind of constant amid chaos. It may be flying, falling, slain or saddled… but it remains a pig.

Ocelot in Paradise

This piece is a sort of sequel to “I crave sushi.”
(a drawing which will appear with explanations later)
By the time I made the painting, many things in my life had changed and so, you can see that several elements changed from the original drawing. Some of these were just necessary improvements to the composition; others were based on the developing mood of my life at the time. I had grown a lot in between the two pieces.
In case you’re wondering, the title is somewhat nonsensical. An ocelot is actually a small jungle cat that I admire for its spots and interesting name. But the title does refer to the mood I was in at the time. Life seemed to never have been better, though it was a tumultuous time that wouldn’t last forever, here I tried to hold on to the things that would.



Oil on stretched canvas, 34"x42" (86cmx107cm). For sale at $375.

Songbird

This was the first canvas I ever stretched. The words across the bird are a song I wrote.



24"x32" (61cmx81cm), oil on stretched canvas.
It's for sale at $250 (plus shipping and handling when applicable).

Covenant

This original title of this piece was 'The Wedding Present'. The verses of Ephesians 5:22-30 are written along the edges.



32.5"x53.5" (82.5cmx136cm), oil on stretched canvas. This piece is not for sale.

Sleep

This piece was actually not included in my art show for a few reasons. But the main excuse I like to use is that it is actually a study for another painting (a painting called Covenant; this was a study of painting the folds in flowy, translucent cloth as well as using a cadmium red base coat of paint).



The inspiration: I really wanted some sleep.

This square oil on stretched canvas is a sturdy 27"x27" (68.5cm x 68.5cm) and is for sale at $175 (plus shipping and handling when applicable).

Koi and Oshan

This diptych was the center-piece of my senior art show (mostly because of its size)

"Sleepwalker Tragedies"



In a way similar to my own self-portraits where the image portrays things about me more than a representation of my physical likeness, these two portraits are character sketches for two characters in a story that was originally called “Princess on Fire and the Sleepwalker Tragedies.” The story has been developing over time, but it is basically about a world that has forgotten the truth. It is dominated by war and relativism and has no definition for the evils into which it has fallen. The idea of “sleepwalker tragedies” represents the people who live in this world: lost and without hope. Koi and Oshan are two such characters.



- Oshan (with the pig) has chosen ritual and violence as his reality and he steadfastly clings to it; embracing a world of destruction and endless pain and denying the possibility that life could be any other way.



- Koi (with the wolf) is a disillusioned, broken little girl; lost in a warring world, detached and confused and trapped. Some part of her longs for hope, but nothing in this world seems able to give it to her.

I finished them in the spring of 2005 and they are the largest oil paintings I've ever done: both are 42"x66" (107x168cm) each on stretched canvas and are hung about 6" (15cm) apart.

They are for sale at $1550 (plus shipping and handling if applicable).

Artshow Retrospective

Pardon the bad photography. And stay tuned for some better looking images.
This is my work from my senior art show.
(click on the image to make it really big)